I know I am suppose to be busy but what am I doing here? OH well, I can't bloody stay away from the computer unless I'm not home. As my mum always say, "The two boxes are evil." The boxes she refers to is the computer and the tv. Here I am at 2am in the morning bloggging when I should be sleeping. I feel too happy to sleep. I sound crazy, don't I?
That's not all, 2 hours ago I was twirlling around like a ballerina listening to chamber music. My brother even said that I'm going nuts. Well, not so much as going that nuts but I suddenly just felt like a ballerina and just for the fun of it from the kitchen to the living room. I've always wanted to have ballet lessons since I was young but never got down to doing it. I bet I ain't that flexible as I was 10 years ago. I'm growing old... most of my bone aches everyday but recently they don't ache that much because my mum bought me a pair of sandals made in Vietnam which treats rheumatism and massages your foot. So COOL!~! HEHE
About me feeling happy... it maybe from the movie I watched or the chamber music that my brother puts on everytime he's on the computer. I find myself smiling when I watch a movie and think how nice or wonderful how the movie goes. Sometimes when I fall asleep on the couch and wakes up to my dad watching the korean series on TV2 around 6pm. I'll sit up and watch along for a few minutes and funnily I manage to smile and then get up to do whatever that I was suppose to do. The feeling of waking up and being able to smile is really great. It kinda makes your day. I've seen days when I dread the minute I have to get up and the feeling gets worse when you just want to go back to sleep but you can't. Those are bad mood days. =P
I realize today that when I started talking and when I have many things to say, I can go on and on til I taste blood in my mouth. That is the after effect of talking and laughing too much plus lack of water. I should minimize the amount of words that comes out of my mouth and put more effort into absorbing infos from books!!! I really need a freaking lot of memory space for my head or rather a vacuum cleaner so I can suck in everything from the book and maybe pass my STPM!! ARGHHHH....
This time next month, I would be a walking nut case trying to cram all books into my head like its the end of the world if I don't. Hm... but it would be the end of the world for me if I don't. GOSH!! WHAT AM I dOING HeRE??!!! I MUST GO NOW. So I just end this here... Remember to stick your head in your books and make sure you understand what you study or at least memorize them if you have to. All the best to EVERYONE sitting for SPM or STPM!!! GOOD LUCK~!~!
P.S.: Chamber music just makes you feel like flying~!~! I love em' !!!